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Piling up the anger and drama
I was sitting on the couch today, thinking. And I figured a lot of things about myself.
1) I'm a very possesive person.
2) I'm impulsive too, like most young people.
3) I'm somewhat of a control freak. I don't like things to spin out of control.
-That's why when I watch football matches and stuff, I like to know the result beforehand. Unlike most people.
- That's why I don't like animals/pets, except for fishes and turtles. Cause 1) it's in the water and can't live without it and 2) it's slow.
4) I'm very particular about things. I may not care about broken bottles or stuff but I've got my quirks. They're petty little things that just annoyed the hell outta me. For example, people touching me when I don't want them to touch me.
5) I'm easily misunderstood by others. But I think stuff like these are caused by other people's insecurities.
6) I'm painfully shy, even if I may not look like it. Sometimes it's not like I want to look like a bitch, I just don't know how to react. And with that, we're back to point no. 5.
7) People tend to judge too quickly when they don't even know me and did not even try. Get off my back. Save your word for people who would take your crap. I'm no pushover.
I think these qualities of me actually make me struggle in life more often that not.
But at the end of the day, my friends know me, I know me and that's all that matters.
- Can all of you just take a second off from planning your master plan of pushing the no.1 student off her throne and actually take notice of bigger issues in life? Guess you can't. That's the smart kids for you.
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