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so sleep alone tonight
Shu Ern.
16 earthling years. Gutsy and sarcastic. Mushroom on head. Hide sweets at unreachable places just so that she doesn't eat too many of them. Breed dinosaurs. |
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Mouth your timing to make sure you're winning.
I'M DEVASTATED. . I HOPE THE WORLD FEELS SORRY FOR ME. . THINGS DON'T ALWAYS DO YOU JUSTICE. . THE WORLD IS JUST UNFAIR AS IT IS AND IT JUST KEEPS ON GOING WITHOUT A DOUBT. . . . . -Hi, Yee Seen. I'm smiling. I hope you people are too. =)
You want weird? I'll give you weird.
Tagged by Mesir Purba Abad ke-3 . . . 15 random facts about me 1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. 2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. 3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. 4. No tags back!! 1) Apparently, babies/kids love me. 2) The babies/kids grandmas love me too. 3) I eat too much for my own good. 4) Cinder promised to buy me an oversized hoodie on my b'day if she can find the coupon. 5) I have a weird laugh. Very weird. People at tuition stare at me weirdly when I laugh. 6) I read more comics/mangas than you can imagine. 7) I'm more serious a person than you know me. 8) Deep down, I'm quiet. I don't talk much. *LOL* 9) I don't really like emo people. I stay away when people are emo. 10) I collect stupid icons and have tons of them. 11) Me and Pei Ann create imaginary people who shared the same first and last mandarin character as us but with different middle character and called them our family. *LMAO* 12) Being a girl means you can look at other girls' assets shamelessly. And sometimes touch them. [We're all crazy perverted lesbo inside. LOL] 13) Talking about gays, I think they should let gay people get marry. [Human rights mah...] 14) I'm jing yee's pi gu (ass). [Sounds wrong but true.] 15) I don't know who to tag. . . . . . -I don't follow the rules cause I'm cool like that. =p
Tagged by...
The rules: 1. Your Name 2. Left handed/right handed 3. Favourite alphabet to write 4. Least favourite alphabet to write 5. Write down “The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.” 6. Name 6 of people you're gonna tag.   . . Wah, two pages some more. I'm so dedicated. . . . . . . . - I know I have pretty handwriting and a creative mind. Don't envy me please. =D
Ain't what you planned, huh?
Thank God!!! The scandal is over. Who would have thought that such a small pansy things would lead to a fuel between two parties. I, for one would have never thought of it. But us, being mature and all have already got over it. We're moving on!!!! To the people who likes to talk, talk all you want but you know you're just going to be ignored. To the people who is distured and sad, let's just move on from now. To the people who supported us [Or another but definitely not this fuel] thank you.To the people who started the fuel, I pray to God that you're devastated. Not because you did something wrong but because of the fact that your evil plan doesn't work. If your intention is to bring us down, a huge wrong beep to you because we're coming back with a bang. If your intention is to make the two parties hate each other, WRONG AGAIN!!! cause we're definitely on good terms now. If your intention is to dominate the world, sorry honey, you're just too dumb for the job. From now on, we're only going to hear things we love to hear and block out the rest. We live our little own world now. But if you pop our bubble, you have got yourself a wild, aggresive monster on the loose. Scandal are meant to happen and could cause two effects 1) people killing and hating each other or 2) They grow up. In this case, all of us definitely grow up and will absolutely hug each other while singing Barney songs. Nothing, could stop the 4M ladies. After all this, we still stand strong on our points and we still are ladies/kiddies/babies/fetus/embryos/zygotes but we definitely love each other more. . . . Kudos to the fuel starter cause you made us grow up and love each other more. -I have put aggresive old me aside and transform into a polite, nice young lady. =) I have the guts, the spirit and I stand strong.
Why do you guys care so much? Why can't you guys be a little more sporty and wish the best for us? Even if you're not, why can't you people keep your fucking mouth shut? Why do you people have to talk shit about us and pretend that you're the victim? Why are you people so pathetic? Why don't you just go home and open one more special meeting like you like to and discussed what's the main reason you lose? Why do we have to bear to be called losers and stuff when you guys are technically the losers?You people talked like we never work hard and talk about what bonds you have. And in the end, all the bonds and sentimental moment is over and when you did not emerged as the champion, you say it's our fault that we won? Grow up, people. As you people shout over our dead bodies, we shout GET A LIFE IN HELL!!!! We worked hard and so did you guys. We have not say anything bad of you PBSM until you started the fuel. So what does that make you people? Losers, I guess. I have friends in PBSM too and I don't what they will think of me once they see this but I think defending our squad is more important. Period. One thing, I blog because I care. Whether it's the truth or not. I felt disturbed and disgusted by all the crap people say about us. I hate that people think they know it all and start talking shit about us when they're actually talking just for the sake of talking. If the PBSM is sad that they lost to us, they should mourn and stuff, but don't go around spreading untrue crap about us. We never, I mean never deny that PBSM is a strong opponent and the fact that they are hardworking and have special bonds. But can you people at least give a damn to people outside of your squad. Hey, we're people too you know. We're just not PBSM. We're different from you people. I don't like comparing people. I will NEVER compare. I did not compare here or will not in any other occasion. I think the blow is hard on you PBSM because people are giving you too many hope before the competition. Even though you may not know what happen tomorrow but you already thought yourself as the winners. I think if you people really want to win us, you have to improve on your attitude. To be sporting, to be modest and seriously, to give a damn about other people when you lose. Talking crap about others doesn't make you honest or kind. This is a harsh post and it maybe offensive in the eyes of PBSM. But to us Rangers, this is only defensive. I will not delete my post no matter what because I stand strong on my view. -Siapa yang makan cili, dia yang rasa pedas. Jgn terasa. The fine line between being macho, being girly and being Doraemon
This is so crazy. Man, I could hardly believe it but it's real. I was bawling my eyes out.2 something I was there lining up waiting for our turn which is still a long run. 4 something we went up and gave our best and have no regrets at all. 4:35, we're waiting for the results. They announced the ranking starting from the third place, which goes to PBSM. [SHOCKER!!!!]The second, which goes to KRS. When I thought we had no chance at all, hanging my head low, preparing to cry because Scouts are making the sure-win-faces. The teacher was like "Dengan markah setinggi 260 [something like that la], juara ialah.... RENJER PUTERI!!!" We were asked to stand still no matter what. No screaming, no crying, no moving around. But when they called us, we just can't help it!!! We jumped and screamed and did all sorts of things. [Except for Shung Li la, who stood still.] When Yee Seen went out and received the piala and cash, I was already bawling. I don't know why, it was an emotional moment. Everything was in slow motion. Never a day in my life had I not hope for us to win and we won!!!! I was like crying was we sing the National Song. Crying when we sing the World Song, crying when we hug each other, crying when people came and congrats us, crying when Yee Seen hug me. And cry again when people talk about it. I cried so much, it's not me anymore. I looked beside and Onn Gie, Jing Yee, Yee Seen, Kai Xing, Pui Ping, Manda, Hui Wei, Janet and so many people with teary eyes. The seniors who came to support was as happy as we are when we won and handmade a banner for us. All the reasons to cry more. People were like coming to me and say "Don't cry la." Hugs. I was like "I never thought we would win. But we did." Then they're like "Don't cry already la." I was like "I really, really never thought of that lor..." End of conversation. It's useless having a conversation with me when I'm crying. -.-''' It's tears of joy not crying as I like to put it. I tell you la, YEE SEEN IS A FEMININE DORAEMON WHO CRIES FUNNILY!!!!!!! Yee Seen also marched macho-ly la. There are frustrating moments during kawad practices but there is not a day that I regretted being in Pandu. And I'm not saying this because we won. I'm saying this because I love all of you and want you to know it. . . UNITY IS STRENGTH. . . Let's show the people what we're made of in the Zone competition!!!! -It's a special moment and I'm gonna remember all the rights and faults as it is. Go renjers!!! We're so MACHO!!!
We can do it!!! I know we can!!! We shall unleash our hidden potential tomorrow and scare the crap out of the others!!!! . I'm so hype up now!!!! OMG!!!! Let's just cry together tomorrow!!! No matter what!!! And hopefully we'll get to see our ketua kawad's feminine side!!!!! . OMO!!! I'm talking like Jing Yee the da bian nowadays!!! I don't cry easily one!!! I'm MACHO!!! LOL. . Good luck, everyone!!! We all work hard and deserved to win. But we deserve it more la. =p . . Today Sabrina try to fit into the red plastic bag. I took some AMAZING ARTISTIC photos!!!! I named them Crazy Woman dress in Red plastic. . . . . . -Go 4M ladies/kiddies/babies/fetus/embryos/zygotes!!!!!
Going backwards
"My name is Benjamin Button, and I was born under unusual circumstances."Watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I really like it and to be honest there are not much movie out there that I like. It's unique, honest and real with a twist of its own. I wouldn't say this is the kinda of movie that a Twilight *shrugs* fan would like but I absolutely enjoy it. [And cry at numerous scene] And to be honest, if I didn't say this I would be lying and that would make me dishonest, for the first time, I find Brad Pitt outstanding and super gorgeous. "You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go. " The other squads know something we don't know.
I don't know anything and everything...I don't know if it's too late to polish our kawad asas now. I don't know if it's me or is it that it's natural phenomenon that made me cannot follow the hayunan and always ss. I don't if it's I'm being too semangat or other beings too much of a whine. I don't know what happened during kawad. I don't know if people listen to advice. I don't get why everybody get so moody and snaps so easily during kawad. I don't get why people in OUR squad would criticise inconstructively of OUR OWN squad. I don't know why don't we improve and get the problem right together. I don't know why they can shout at the top of their lungs that their "semangat" and "Renjer juara" but still do it without any concern. I don't know what being angry could achieve. I don't know why people are like this. I don't know why I don't even know my friends anymore. I don't know if I have change or if they have change. I don't know if we can win or not. Most importantly, I don't if we're a real squad or some strangers being forced to be with each other. -What do you know? Plants are cool, before they become salad. [Or food for cows and goats]
DAMN YOU SCHOOL!!! . I WANT MY CAREFREE LIFE BACK!!!! . I'M PATHETIC. . SERIOUSLY, I NEED TO GO FIND A NEW LIFE AS A PLANT OR SOMETHING. . AT LEAST THEN, I CAN GO AND ABSORB SUNLIGHT AND DO PHOTOSYNTHESIS SO I WOULDN'T DIE. .
For all the E
WHY-OH-WHY, DEAR KETUA KAWAD OF OURS, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO POST EMO BLOG POST? . WHERE'S THE KE-MAN-AN?????? A MAN DOESN'T GET EMO EASILY!!!!! . THERE'S NO TIME TO BE EMO!!! . CHEER UP EMO KETUA KAWAD!!! =) . . Dear ketua kawad, . Form 4s are all budak baik [May got a few not-so-baik la.] and we go for kawad practice everyday and never skipped. We laughed easily but that doesn't mean we're not serious. Having a serious face like this ---> -.- doesn't help. We want to win so badly, I could almost kill. I mean, we train hard and when you train hard, who wants to lose anyways? The PBSM are intimidating me a little tho cause they want to beat us and skin us and eat our flesh and step on our dead corpse but that ain't gonna happen cause we're going to win. We will make you so darn proud, you will cry and shed down your oh-so-cool-iceland-face and we will laugh at your feminine side. LOL. . You stressed youself too freaking much!!!! I want to buy you a Dummies guide to be happy [without having to tell pervert jokes with Crystal] I shall transform you from this--> -.- to this ---> ^.^. Just be happy for once la. Even tho we want to win desperately but let's just have some kick-ass time together. Who cares what other people think about us? [Tough training from Pandu Puteri kawad who always got booed.] Let's keep thinking that "We shall rule the world together!!!" That would make you feel better. . Next time you're stressed out and if you're giving yourself a hard time, come to me. I will play you the Doraemon theme song and draw you millions of Doraemon. For foot massages and other services, please go to other juniors in squad. =D . I thought our slogan is SWIFT, SILENT AND DEADLY. Which makes us NINJAS!!!!! WE'RE SO HARDCORE!! =D -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- . If you think I'm trying to get in good terms with my ketua kawad cause I'm crazy for power, you're a dumbass. I'm not built like that. I'm just scared that someday I will see her many E name on the newspaper headline saying that she commited suicide because she's too darn emo and stressed out and that would be our fault. .. . Next time if I tell you something when I'm in the squad or something about kawad, please take me seriously.[And don't look at me with doubtful eyes that spell "You're crazy. Stop fooling around."] I'm more serious a person than you can ever imagine, ok? =). . . CHEER UP, LEE YEE SEEN!!! If you die, there will never be another human being in SAB with so many E in her name exist!!! WE NEED THOSE E!!! E IS NOT FOR EMO!!! E IS FOR EXCELLENCY AS WE'RE A EXCELLENT SQUAD!!!! . . . . . - I sayang my senior very much and we shall sing Doraemon theme song together.
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