crushing down
I have imagined this in so many ways and too many times to count.





I AM DEFEATED. and jealous.
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Spit and scorn at me if you want to cause I'm the worst human on Earth at the time being.
Slap me cause that will make me feel better.
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I'm a cocky lil' bitch ain't I?
Don't worry, cause I hate myself as much as others do. Period.
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- I just can't seem to get over myself. Sorry.