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so sleep alone tonight
Shu Ern.
16 earthling years. Gutsy and sarcastic. Mushroom on head. Hide sweets at unreachable places just so that she doesn't eat too many of them. Breed dinosaurs. |
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I'm shallow, and that's why I live in the present.
We must always be positive, ain't we? Not because life is supposedly short but also unpredictable and sometimes can be a PMS bitch. My mum keep nagging me to study and I did study just not all day long. My life still goes on even after PMR and even IF I failed to get straight A's. It's not the end of the world. What's really going to end is when we die and have nothing left. Isn't that so pathetic? Maybe its because I'm not in my right mind, or maybe it's because I'm a furking loser that doesn't has plans for tomorrow.So tell me, Miss and Mister I'm-aiming-for-straight-A's, what's your plan for tomorrow? Can you tell me precisely what is your plan? And can I copy yours? Can you guarantee that I won't get bang by a car when I'm crossing the road tomorrow and have to leave this stupid world? Well, can you? Even if you lock me up all life long, you still can't guarantee anything, can't you? Maybe for you crazy, smart people who's studying hard rather than blogging now, I'm just finding a lame excuse to not give my best and keep being lazy. But think about it. If you have a merely one hour to live, will you still study? What will you do then? Will you cry yourself to death? Will you do something good for the world for once in your life? I have noticed that putting my goals on A's are too shallow. What about the people in Africa who are so darn hungry that they can't even move? What about them, you said. Do they deserve that? What about the people who are in war and what about their loved ones? If you think it's the end of the world for you and you get so devastated if you failed t0 get just a mere A, think about them. They're going through hell, then. I'm not stating that I'm different. The fact that I'm no different makes me weep at night and makes me glad. I wept because I don't know what I can do. Changing the world can't be achieve by just one tiny person. I noticed that long ago and that makes me cry. I'm glad because I can relate to people around me. Being an outcast ain't all fun and party. There is more to life than this, at least that's what I religiously believe. I feel alive because I believe. . PMR is 19 days away. . . -And I had be lying if I said my heart doesn't skips a beat when I see the figure. . . -I'm a first class liar.
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